I'M DONE! yes, no more applications for me! ok, MAYBE a couple more private colleges, but i'm in doubt right now... i just spent $345 on public ones... blah. i'm killing my parents' wallets! but you know what? i don't feel any different... maybe a little relieved, but i'm not really jumping for joy or anything like that. hmm

yah, so... it's 1:30 in the am right now... don't feel like sleeping, but i'm am seriously sleep deprived... poor me.

so we're reading hamlet right now... man, we have to memorize that whole "to be or not to be" part... i'm not good at memorizing anymore... not enough practice. i need to join drama or something. i used to be so good... i'm not even kidding. maybe i'm getting toooooooo old.

lala... i got a new celly... blackberry pearl, red. i dunno if blackberries are old, but i really like my pearl.. it's a little confusing tho. and it's rolly thing is too sensitive. hmm.

yah, so friday tomorrow.

yearbook yearbook yearbook... fun fun fun...

blaaahhh... what's bene going on with my life lately?

oh, sat II this weekend. SHYT.

oh yah, so my friend and i, i guess, are "not talking anymore"... she's so rude. i mean, she's always been rude, and i've not said anything about it... i kept it all inside... but today i couldn't stop myself. i mean, i wasn't mean when i said she was rude... i just told her that sometimes she can rude... i don't like it when people are insensitive... or trying to be funny by being sarcastic... ugh. i dunno what's gonna happen now. i mean, i've known her since 4th grade... like my first american friend. =/

anyways, bed time... ZZZZZZZzZzzZzzzzzZZ

PS: man, i sound like a middle schooler when i write in my blogs... haha. don't worry, my apps essays sounded professional... hehe. =P